happy father's day to the most amazing guardian angel that i could ask for, my daddy. I can't believe this is the 2nd father's day without you, and no matter what some people might say, it definitely does not get easier through time. I wish more than anything that I could bring you back for one more day and have a talk with you. There's so much I need you here for dad. You're supposed to walk me down the aisle when i get married. Never in a million years did I think you wouldn't be around for that, or to see any of your grandkids. I hate how every single day something happens to me, and all I can think about is "Dad should've been here to see this."
I still get the urge to want to call you to tell you everything that's going on in my life, but now that I have my car I know I can always visit you when I need to. I know that no matter what you'll always listen to me, I just wish I could hear the advice I need from you. I know, I never listened to it before and it kills me...I should've. You were an amazing, wonderful person who I could've learned so much from yet I never wanted to listen at the time. If there's anything I've learned from this whole thing, it's to never take anyone for granted and to always always always say I love you to people that mean the most to me. I'm so glad that the last time I talked to you, the last thing I said to you was I loved you, and that's the last thing you said to me. It was a miracle that the last conversation we had we didn't fight at all. Please visit me in my dreams soon, I miss your voice and would love to see you again.
love,
your little girl.
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