wow, it's been a while

This is the first time i've been able to blog since school started, and let me say i've missed it. I have been so busy and so stressed with school that my immune system has been shot and i've exhausted myself to the point where I've been sick the past couple of days. I must say after being able to sleep this weekend I've been feeling much better.
I have a job in the library on campus and I love it! but it seems to be taking all the time i don't have in school or spent study for exams, so I haven't had much free time this year.
I've been really stressed lately because of this nursing program. I can get the application next month and I'm really excited and nervous all at the same time. Being a transfer student I'm definitely not guaranteed a position in it. The number of transfers they accept each year varies depending on how many people apply to the program. So, someone who started off at the school applying to the program with a GPA of 2.7 would be accepted over me, who has a GPA of 3.5 as of now. It's very frustrating that my advisor can't even tell me how good of a chance I have of getting in because she doesn't know how many people can be accepted that are transfers, all she says is I'm the perfect candidate for it and all i can do is apply and just see. If i don't get in, I don't have a plan B. i don't know if i can afford to waste yet another year at this school spending all this money just so i can have another shot of applying to the program next year. I just want to know the outcome, and I have to wait til spring for that. I guess all i can do until then is pray, and know that whatever happens happens for a reason.

well, that's what's been on my mind pretty much since school started. it's late, i'm exhausted and i get an extra hour of sleep tonight so i plan on taking advantage of that. good night :)